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update on nadia's life
school - for those of you who know and who ive recently talked to about my school problems. u know wassup. but for those who dont, i seem that school doesnt excite me as much as before. but if i have more motivation for people, then JUST maybe i will get back up there to when i used to get a's & b's in freshmen year of high school. after freshmen year, my grades started to drop badly. i tend to skip classes and not attend them just because i dont feel like it or whatnot. i do homework at the last minute (which is not a good sign)
home - at home, you all should know what i usually would do at home. that is; sleeping and going online or using my cellphone. i think those are my primary things in life right now. did you notice that i did not mention homework in that list. see what i told you guys. i need to change my habits. but most likely youll still see my on aim and xanga.
family - you know i love you all right? dad, mom, ethel, nathan, neil, yayay..(including the cousins). i know you guys really take the initiative (wow! that word came outta nowhere seriously, but does it even go with the sentence? haha) to look out for me and im sorry that i do not listen to a word you guys say. really, i am sorry. i wont ever do that again. will now listen to you guys. from what jen, ethel, and dad tell me ..i need to start making something out of myself for once. thanks you guys for letting me know what i need to change in my list. i seriously didnt know what to do in my life. but thanks to you guys imma start doing things for myself. i promise you that. today, after i got don taking to jen, i went straight downstairs and kissed both my parents on their cheeks. my mom looked at me funny and dad just waited for me with open arms. =( awwww! i love you both. i know you guys do things for me and i take things for granted. does that mean im a bad person? dude, hope not. recently, ive been thinking negatively about life. i think the other day, i just felt like i just wanted to end my life and kill myself. there's a bundle of kitchen knives downstairs if i like to. but no, thats not the issue at the moment. besides im scared of pointy objects. i tear when i get shots on my arm from a needle from the doctor.
love - okay, this im good i guess? except i get shy alot. but, sooner or later ill open up more. thats all i gotta say. (i think) unless you guys wanna add stuff.
friends - umm okay i needa really concentrate on school. sorry if i block any of you out. i just need to go down to business with this whole thing called, "education". i do still really love you all. |
